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The Fragility of All Things Temporal [May. 5th, 2009|11:07 pm]
Everything is breakable, everything is destructible, and Westlife's 'This love is unbreakable....' really holds no truth in the human realm of relations. Don't take for granted the fact that you live and breathe everyday because the fact is that you have your being in God's love.

Even exam scripts are fragile, they tear if you make them tear, and if ever the professor marking your scripts decides to make his job a little more bearable and some coffee spills over and clouds your sweatdrops of hard thought, your work becomes fragile (unless you decided to use a non-water soluble ink pen - I didn't). Everything is fragile and so, are you able to predict the next second of your life, the fullness of it, or the vapourization of it?

It seems that there is so much to this life but there isn't much really is there. Who can guarantee that you'd really go through what the world calls the chapters and stages of life  - birth, school, work, marriage, career, retirement, death? Only the polar ends of the life spectrum are predictable, all the rest which stand in the middle are not.

I'm not trying to sound depressing, but situations that happen around you do cause you to stop and think and not just think of 'eat, sleep and be merry'. 

All this semester I've been so concerned with my grades, getting a D+ can't make me smile, and getting an A+ for a small assignment isn't that great of a joy. But do these actually really matter? Sure they do, when people glance at your resumes, when people ask you about your grades in spite and maybe not, but they don't really count in the eternal perspective of things.

We still have to work hard and give our best though. Things won't work when you're inactive and fully passive.

Seriously though, there is a need to look eternally forward (something I have to be fully active about), knowing the futility and fragility of all things temporal.

This wasn't meant to be random, though my thoughts are really randomly placed.
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日本語で 書く ことが できますね! [Mar. 6th, 2009|10:35 pm]
みなさん、こんばんは。

きょう、わたしのおとうとは A-level試験のresultsをもらいました。いいresultsですよ。とてもthankfulです。おとうとのresultsを聞いて、わたしのresultsを思い出しました。じつは、去年resultsをもらいましたに、あまり楽しくなかったです。Expectationsはresultsより高いですから、すこし楽しくなかったです。きょう、わたしなにか習いました。神はあのresultsにあげますのreasonは わたしに いいです。わたしたちはproudをして はいけません。Prideはいたくて、ころぶで、かげをするから。ほんとに!Humility is the best policy.

わたしの日本語はよくないです!へえ!どうですか どうですか。
このsemesterはとてもいそがし。たくさんreadingsとprojectsとassignmentsを 出しなければなりませんね。大変です。わたしの友達 毎日もういそがし、つかれ、たくさん物をしています。わたしのprojectsとassignmentsは友達のprojectsとassignmentsより少ないです。でも、毎日readingsを読まなければなりません。でもわたしは悪い学生ですよ。毎日readingsを見ませんね。ほんとう悪いです。:(

きょう、あなたは わたしの友達に会いますか。
名前はリラックマです。とても可愛いの熊ですよ!リラックマの頭が大きくて、体が背が低くて、耳と口はかわいいですね!リラックマに会いましょう!
(すみませんが、photobucket今ちょっと。。。Co-operativeじゃない。。。)
リラックマにまた会いますね。。。

きょうのsociology of tourismのtutorialにとても寝たい!何回もyawnをしました。先生は見る ことが できますね。If先生ほんとう見ました、わたしの顔はすてました。EMBARRASSINGですね。水をkeep on飲んで、でも目はkeep on閉めます!わるい!!!ほんとう!CLASSに静かで、少しの会話が話しましたから、とても寝たいでした。気持ちはBADです。来週の月曜日にVOCABULARY QUIZがありて、火曜日にVOCABULARY QUIZもあります。大変。宿題はむずかしいですね。どうですか。勉強しなければ なりませんが、しない。。。フ。。。

さあ。。。今週の月曜日にTAにSHOW &TELLをしました。韓国の花より男子をINTRODUCEDです。みなさん、あのドラマはすてきですね!見てください!そして、EXILEもINTRODUCEDです。EXILEはBANDです。日本人です。BANDは七人がいます。いつもPERFORMANCEで 二人を歌って、五人ダンスをします。いいですね。歌いが上手で、ダンスも上手ですよ。

皆さん、たばこを吸ってはよくないです。体に よくないです。あたまにも よくないです。わたしはCAN'T STAND IT WHEN人はわたしの前にすっています。これはとてもRANDOMですが、たいせつです。フ。。。わたしの日本語はほんとうよくないです、たくさんVOCABULARYとSENTENCE PATTERNSをおぼえましたが、おもいだしません。:(  

これで日本語を練習します。

先週のやすみに誕生日のプレセンットをもらったり、日本語を勉強したり、空港へ行ったり、POPEYE’Sを食べたり、遊んだり しました。あなたは。
さあ、SNSDの歌はいつもわたしのあたまにあります。毎分GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE!出てもいいですか。この歌はとてもACT可愛いですが、とてもCATCHYです。NOT GOODです、REVERTあなたのATTENTION WHENあなたは勉強しています。よくない、よくない!

ことしの誕生日にと誕生日の前四つケーキを食べました。三つはチョコレートの、ひとつはチーズのです。甘いですが、おいしいです。わたしの友達も甘いです、SURPRISEをしましたから。わたしは “へえ。。。!”でも、楽しかったですよ!

わたしの部屋はきれいなへやです。HAHAHA!わたしのSKINはちょっとTHICKですね。HAHAHA. WALLで友達とわたしの写真があります。棚でたくさん本があります(YEAH RIGHT HAHA)。パソコンとベッドと机がありますね。大きい地図もあります。地図にたくさんのGEOGRAPHYをなる ことが できますね。USEFULです。わたしの机でたくさんはがきがありますが、使いませんね。机は古いですよ、わたしは あのつくえ 十年ぐらい 使いしました。とてもながいですね。机は 今 ちょうしが いいですよ。ちゃいろい机です。

わたしは いまちょっと疲れます、みなさん、また!
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The Greatest Gift I Can Ever Help Pass On [Feb. 25th, 2009|09:45 am]
If you happen to chance upon this, I urge you to read on. If you happen to be reading my rather stagnant livejournal, I'd also encourage you to read on.

I have been afraid of sharing this gift since very long ago, I never really dared to share the Gospel with the people around me for the fear of rejection and I still am afraid of this even though I shouldn't be. We, as humans, are real weaklings. The reason I typed this post was for me to consolidate what the Gospel meant to me, as an avenue for me to reach out, and for me to start to share this with the people around me so that at least my thoughts wouldn't be so jumbled and that I would not miss out parts of the Gospel that were supposed to be said.

I sincerely hope that you'd read on and I also really hope that whatever I am typing here isn't wrong or warped in any sense, and this is from the basis of my faith and belief in my Lord.

You know, we all sin, and if you say that you haven't committed a sin, you're lying to yourself, denying the very nature of man. Everyone sins, sin is doing something wrong, with wrong intentions, with the tendency to shield your self interests at the expense of the interests of others. Lying is a sin, we all know, but we refuse to acknowledge because it's such a common thing. Telling white lies are also sins, for the word 'lies' in the phrase gives it away no matter how hard we try to debate over it. If you've seen the banner put up by the Police Force around Singapore that says something like "Low Crime doesn't mean no crime", you'd know what I'm driving at simply because even if the crime is small and insignificant as compared to something like arson and murder, it's still a crime, you still did something wrong. If smoking wasn't a crime in certain places, a fine/punishment of $1000 would not be attached to it. You pay (with actions/money/deeds) when you do something wrong, and if you do not receive Christ as your personal Saviour, you pay with your eternity in hell.


I am guilty of treating and using the word 'hell' loosely, but I will say that it's no place you would want to be, where you suffer the wrath of God for eternity. Eternity does exist and has existed before you and I came into this world. It is where immense suffering, pain, anguish, torment and all the negative words you can find in all languages can be found and can be described with. You certainly don't want to go there. We all sin, really. If this doesn't convince you I hope you would one day be convinced of your sinful state before it's too late. If you harbour any thoughts of jealousy towards someone because that someone is better than you at something, or if you wish for this person to fail so that you can succeed, if you talk back to your parents, you ARE guilty of sinning. In the ten commandments in Deuteronomy, it is written, "Honour your father and your mother, as the Lord your God has commanded you, so that you may live long and that it may go well with you in the land the Lord your God is giving you." (Deuteronomy 5:16). Don't deny the fact that you have sinned. As humans we all have our pride, but pride is not going to get us anywhere as we are nothing if not for Him who created us.

Your parents didn't create you, God did. He knew who you were even before He made you, and he even knows the number of hairs on your head, He knows what you are thinking. You can hide from people, but all that you are is exposed to the Lord. We do not try to cover up our wrongdoings by doing good works, as like the Chinese belief of 'good works will get you to heaven'. It is true that we all should be on our best behaviour and attitudes at all times, but even the most flawless personality whom who does not have the Lord will still perish eternally. We all sin because of the fall of man as recorded in the book of Genesis. We were all born with sin. We are not pure, not blameless, and because of our sinful nature, we are miles and miles away from God, who's holy, pure and intolerable of sin.

Despite this, He loves us (His creation) so much that He sent His Son down to earth to die for us. This might sound unlikely and abstract to you, but let me say a few things. God's Son is Jesus Christ, He is fully God from eternity past and into eternity,  when He was on earth He was fully man, BUT a SINLESS and BLAMELESS man. He suffered pain, hunger and temptations like all of us did, He is perfect, like none of us are but are all dreaming to be. He knew that He came down to earth to die for us and for our sins. Throughout the Old Testament times the Israelites and the Jews have had to offer unblemished sacrifices whenever they sinned against God. When Christ came down on earth to die, He became THE unblemished sacrifice. Imagine: A sinless person dying for all the sins of the sinful people of the world through all time. People from Africa, people from Ancient Egypt, people from days of old, you and me of now. Imagine the love of Christ for us: Who would willingly be maligned for nothing to die for people who have such bad attitudes and such bad deeds to their name? Would you? Would  I? Not just maligned, but laughed at, mocked at, and being crucified on the cross as the capital punishment for death. During those times, death on the cross was the worst and most painful avenue of dying which prolonged suffering and humiliation for the one nailed on the cross. Jesus Christ was a sinless man who was nailed there because of you and because of me and because of everyone else in this world. He was obedient to His Father in Heaven in coming down to earth to teach the people THE WAY, and He was obedient to His death.

If you are unable to understand why God had to send His Son down to die for us, let me tell you a story that I heard from my pastor during a sermon. There was a man who was a railway track operator, and his job was to pull the handle down whenever a train was approaching so that a track would be laid across for the train to move over, it was originally empty, there was an empty space between 2 separate tracks and thus his role was important as it ensured the safety of all onboard the train so that the train wouldn't drop and crash. One day, the man brought his son to work with him and his son was roaming around and was underneath the space where the track would be laid upon and a train was approaching. The man called out to his son but he did not hear him, neither did he know that a train was approaching or that the track has to be laid.  The man could not afford to jeopardize the lives of the hundreds of people on the train, and neither could he sacrifice the life of his son, whom he dearly loves, but he had to make a decision. He pulled the handle and laid the track, crushing his son beneath the track as the train moved through it as usual, the people onboard unaware of the sacrifice and tragedy that has taken place for their sake.

This is how God's love works for us. We're like the people onboard the train, oblivious to the sacrifice that God has made in sending His Son down to die for us. And the man's son died an innocent death, just like Christ did, for He was wholly innocent. What would you have done if you were the man? Our finite minds can never fully understand the infinite nature of God and our Lord Jesus Christ, and the extent of their love for us.

However, Jesus didn't just die. He died, but was resurrected on the third day of His death. He became man again and showed Himself to His disciples and to those whom He chose to reveal Himself to. He had victory over death that no one else ever had. No other religion speaks of resurrection and of victory over death. This victory spills over to us who receive Him as our Saviour. To many people, death is the end, a peaceful death is the means but it's not the end, it's an eternity in hell. To us Christians, who have received the Lord Jesus Christ as our personal Saviour, life is but a journey, death is transition, and true life is in eternity, spent with God who created us and with Christ who saved us.

History is shaped by the life of Christ, because it's HiStory. Time is counted by Christ's life, for we take time periods to be counted with the counters B.C (before Christ - before He became man) and A.D (anno domini - when He first came to earth). If you look around you, nature spells of God and speaks volumes of His majesty, grandeur and almightyness. Has man ever tried to create a mountain? How did these mountains come into being? God spoke them into being. Is water created by man? We at most find ways and means to purify and renew it (NEWater is not new at all). Does food come from man? The basis of the food chain is the plant, and the plant grows because of all the necessary elements and by photosynthesis, which comes from light, and all sources of light came from the Sun, and do you think Man or the big bang theory banged the sun into existence? Man can't even physically go near the sun, much less have anything to do with it, but we have our entire lives dependent on it, as we are dependent on the provisions of God.

We as man often think that we're really great and awesome and that the whole world revolves around ourselves. Who are we? Do you know how small we actually are? Singapore is a great example. We can't even see Singapore on the world map, we're just a tiny red dot. And in this tiny red dot, there's a population of say 4, 500, 000 people. Out of this 4.5m people and counting, you and I make up a minute percentage 0.00000022%. Nobody is a big shot. So, who are we? Who are we to boast of our greatness when a mini catastrophe can wipe us out like how we wipe out ants that annoy us? We are nothing, we shouldn't be thinking of ourselves as something. We should look towards the Heavenly Father and Christ as our everything.

They gave us the gift of salvation. Acknowledge that you're a sinner, receive Christ as your personal Saviour. This is the most important choice we as humans can make, and your eternal life depends on this. Seek the Lord's kingdom and His righteousness and not this world, my friend.
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It's a sad sad situation, and it's getting more and more absurd. [Jan. 20th, 2009|08:44 pm]
All my secondary school life I thought Singapore was a conservative environment and this thought gradually eroded as I went into JC and was exposed to different people who came from very different backgrounds as I did and further in university when I really only have one word to describe this world: Worldly.

I was having lunch with Li Xin yesterday the The Deck and a bunch of oddly dressed people (students, I mean) were gathering around and hogging a table or two, standing around and chatting. Then suddenly, this weird music came out and the guys and the girls stepped onto the table and started dancing.

No doubt they were feeling awkward about it themselves because I can see it from the way they were moving, and it is not amusing that these people stood up on the tables to advertise the event they were promoting. They moved awkwardly, and when the music was fading did a cheer that left no impression on me whatsoever and thereafter cheered & appluaded for themselves (awkwardly too). It was meant to attract attention but what has this sort of attention got to do with people having lunch in a school? This is a school after all and we're there to learn, think, be pushed to analyse and not waste our lunchtimes witnessing people come up with silly antics to promote some bash at Zouk. Honestly I don't even think Zouk is where students should go. After the silly dancing and cheering they went around giving us pieces of paper that had something like Geek Vs Glam yada yada.

All in all, I think it's silly, inappropriate and it's one of those things that distract students who come to school with a purpose - and that is to learn. It's like Satan distracting us from doing what we ought to do, from following God and His commandments and not spending time on futile things like a bash that lasts for a night (and then people get drunk and get hangovers, inflicting themselves with the unneccessary). What can a night do for the rest of your life when you waste it socializing and drinking in a club? Events as such don't even hold a temporal value, much less an eternal one.

All these things really 教坏小孩. When I was in primary/secondary school I didn't anticipate or think that some people and friends I have known along the way would change so drastically. I really couldn't imagine a 乖乖女 going clubbing and taking photos in places where most people look red in the face and where it looks smokey and utterly...wrong.

I admit that I am very kaypoh and will browse through photos that people post and sometimes I just wish that I didn't click on some of those photos and wish that I had never known what some people I know had been doing and going. Most people today think it's not a big matter, "What's wrong with clubbing?" I don't have an answer to that question that is absolute, but it leaves a bad impression. Is ordering an alcoholic drink from the club as cheap as drinking coffee from a coffeeshop? It isn't (I presume and I think I am quite right - if a peach float at Minds Cafe can cost $3.90, an alcoholic drink from a bar can fetch far more!)! And who are you to spend so much on a drink in such a place when you're living off your parents for almost every cent you have? Yes, you may be working in one way or another, but I still think it's not a place to patronize, and definetely not where you can learn anything decent.

I just hope that we would learn to have clearn agendas and purposes and motives in all we think, do and say.
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Nothing's Really Random [Dec. 14th, 2008|10:45 pm]
It's been a long time since I've typed anything here, and I realised from past experiences and knowledge and from the new insights and understandings I have gained through camps, a blog or a livejournal is not entirely edifying. Maybe to me, because I realise that sometimes or rather quite often, I complain about things when I know myself that I am many many many more times blessed than many many people out there, more than I can ever comprehend. It's really useless to keep this space to talk about myself and my activities. It's not wrong to update people who might read this and whom you might not have seen for a long time, but I guess it's time to remind myself that whatever I type here is reflective of my character, and my character should be reflective of Christ's, but I can say my character is really far from it.

We must learn not to let the pride of life get into our way of being the light and the salt of the world. Please feel open to help me and we should really help be accountable to each other in our actions, words and decisions.

I learnt quite a bit from the 2 camps I have attended, and I think I will benefit from the next camp I am attending though I know not many people going. It should be fine, to say the least, because they are all God's people and people whom I will spend eternity with. I'm a bit apprehensive but in such things and in fact all things, we just have to learn to submit it to the Lord. :D

Lois, I think the next time I post anything here will be one month later, and I just recently realised that you're really leaving soon! Really really soon! And to California which is a totally different place from our sunny and comfortable island. I will pray for you, I and all of us will miss you and your company (and your games and your tripod haha), please do come online and Facebook us when you can, of course keeping priorities right (another thing I have to work on). Take care against the wind, against the American culture, against everything we know we all should guard against. 4 months! Will look forward to the day you'd be back. (:

Dear friend, as a little farewell post to you, here's a picture for you:



Anyway, this hymn has been in my head ever since Jeff shared it during the Hymn Appreciation time. Do google or youtube 'In The Image of God'. Sometimes I still don't get the doctrinal message in this hymn, but nevertheless, it gives us the comfort of the Lord knowing us and knowing us fully, especially since He has envisioned and known us before He even created us, May we strive to abide by this image we should uphold.


(:


On a lighter note, my family and I went to JP2 to have dinner and after that I wandered off into Gramaphone and saw something which greatly amused myself and subsequently my entire family.

Anyone remember a Sylvester Sim from SG Idol Season 1? Well, he had a chinese album out I guess 3 years ago? And Gramaphone was having this opening sale and boy, was it a sale!

His album was priced at...



$1.

It's cheaper than McFlurry, or should I say McFlurry is twice its price.

And my mum said, "虽然只是1块钱,我也不要买。"

HAHA. I think it's quite sorry and sad and he stays rather near JP what if his parents wander into Gramaphone and sees his album being sold for a dollar I think they will take out a $5 note and buy out the remaining albums left on the shelf.

Oh and actually $1's really sad, cause the rest of the albums are at least $3.95.

And I found a good bargain, Mayday's DVD/Karaoke for $5.95! Original selling price at $26.95!



I love good deals. (:
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